have u ever??
since is a V-day
i decided to tell my feelin...



in my life... i been wit different race.. .from
pri stage~ been in love wit chinese who was my 1st g.f
then we broke up.. after de prom night due to wad??
coz i was not serious tat type.. my fault.. but been wit her for 2yrs was de greatest pri sch life b4... de 1st date, de 1st pinch and de 1st kiss ( for once in prom) she de sweetest girl ever.. and a fren i had.


come to sec life...is start more and more..
then i decided to be wit same race as me...
she was a person i knew a person tat same sch as me in pri.
she was sweet and nice... but to bad onli 5 mth coz i found out tat she was havin another guy,even tat i was surprise but wad can i do... she told me de truth then.. we go on our path..
now she wit a person i knew.. infact a close fren of mime...
wish her all de best now and future


after 5mth in relation i was still young onli in early sec 1 still remember in feb wahaha funni but true.
de next weeks i got to knoe tis girl.. she was a malay too..
we become couple and get around well. too well tat she start to hide something
which she can't.
after a long patience. she told de truth.. she was in love wit a person soo deeply even de time wit me..
de SAD thing was de de person was my own senior.. who got on hold . wit addition.. they have go out together and been in love behind my back.. i mean... is not big deal but is hurt...
so i decided tat enough was enough since both are in love... sure why not together...
it take a billion step to move out.. even she did ask why i did tat...
de ans is simple...


de ans is simple... i de person can;t fight over love... i will lose over it.. even.. i have de right to fight it back..... my weakess link. de fact and now still is.

i was so sad... tat it make me hate malay girl or dont have de respect on malay girl for almost 8 mths

maybe coz i feel i been cheated