i alway a person who will cheer ppl up and make them laugh, but behind that i can be very lonely that sometime i wish there someone i can talk to...
i do have Friends, close, good and sometime irratating but No one in My life knoe.. Wad my real story life ar... is not hard to understand but if u were in my place... u will think i came in a wonderful and peace family which iS not.
a Person that who never ever say a word "daddy or even Ayah" to man who desire it.
i have to say my life is actually very very complicated.. who knoe my real life.. is onli one person which is my mUm (de greatest babe ever). imagine that u dont knoe ur dad side and u are not that close with ur mum side either how would u feel?
wad happen if i say i nvr ever feel love by a dad before
wad happen if i told i have a step sibling?
sometime i wonder and wish i could kill my own dad,
like i say it a life that we can't prevent but we can improve it,
i jus wish that i can share it wit someone that i reali trust and i reali love so much.
till now.. no one ever knoe de truth of Sadiq LIfe and not even his ex, his good fren or anyone,
i hope i get my 3 C and look after the Person i love most