For tis year is almost unstable feelin for me.
1st there is girl i knew. she was in band, how do we knoe each other.. hmmm let me think, well there a incident where she thought i was a indonesia.. wahahaha i was damm shocked and surprise, my 1st time ppl thought i were one, 1 day i decided to ask her whether she interested to exchange number wit me.. well we did. soon i started to msg her.. well sometime i will but then it turn out.. tat we are different i mean.. i can get along wit her well but how we communicate was kind of hard, so i decided tat is sadiq.. we we remain as fren.. which i did told her i had crush on her and her replied was "oh thanks for de truth" it was a repect for me and i decided we going to be fren.. and till now we still fren IN sch,

2nd there a girl tat i nvr expect i will like which I do like her... yes i do very much indeed, her eyes really make me melt.. her sweet smile is such a beauty, well de gossip was true but i does not wan to turn it into a reality coz... i dont think she de one.

3rd a weird, i had crush on someone who.. i describe as EMO.. wahaha i Bad but.. f***** i crush on her seriously.. i dont knoe wad make it a reason for me to crush on her.. but wad i knoe.. she is shy, quite hmmm i dont think she an anti-social.. and she scary wen i look into her eyes.
but believe me.. inside to person has a soft heart which i knew.. she will be de loving person ever and also.. i had to agree her smile.. that she produce can realli make me impress. gosshhhhhh i realli had a crush on de GIRL....

4th was her fren.. i had crush on.. well tis a year ago but i dont take it seriously coz i knoe... i jus a feelin.....



But de bottom lIne is tat.. i can had crush on tis girl.. But i can stead or be wit them as....
i too OLD for them.. secondly after my studies i had to complete my N.s followed by my course..
i had make a decision to not love any one again in sec Life... coz it will make me more into love.. again which i dont wan to be.. i love and end up.. i hurt my self and her....
maybe is de path for me...

coz i had reallin fall in love twice.. and if de 3rd one.. i wan to have a true and strong feelin toward her....

wahaha i sooo EMO.... wahahahahah k la.. gtg
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