In my life.

there are 6 person i love.. and 6 person who love me.. deeply

alll involve in my mother side





1st person was my guardian ( a lady who look after me wen i young)

every of my cousin in my mothere side.. has his or her guardian.... well is actually they will treat as there own grandchild and look after us.

but i dont knoe whether my guardian still alive.. or had has gone.. but wad i knoe is tat.. she treat me.. wit love and passion



2nd person my late grandma who has look after me.. wen i in malaysia,she de 1st person who cane me... and de person who cook very well especially my kampong dish (benda kicap) well not tat oily but very nice......

she look after me well.. scolded me.. for being very naughty, but now she gone...

which her.. a happi life and thanks



3rd my grandpa, jus pass last year 2007.

it was de saddest month ever for me.. he teach me alot.. been de greatest atuk ever in my life..

now he is gone.. i dont think ppl can replace his sweetness



4th.. a lady i love most.

2006 dec. i lost her.. i lost de battle.. i lost my confident..i lost my rank.. i lost my respect.. i lost everything

i lost her.. not because i dont love her anymore.. is jus tat... de religion tat block our relation to continue... for 1st time i can't take de fact... tat i lost her.

i lost de battle... i was taking my final exam.. where i did badlly... i fail.. i make my mum sad.

i lost my confident i was call myself as a failure who disappoint everyone

i lost my rank.. which i had lost my job... my old career... and my statue in sch.

i lost my respect.. tat was de horrible story i hav face..

and too put it together... i lost.. my fren, and its a hard time in 2007 for me...

coz.. i was alone

but 2008... i gettin much better