Tuesday, April 1, 2008
i knew tis girl since young, we use to be great fren... and ya we are one of the hell fren, however her parent had broke off and she has to stay with her dad, in which she has to move out and stay in the west which is a far distance from my area, she was a great fren, sweet loookin, caring and her eyes really adore my heart. we use to share foods together and crack joke, during that time we jus a goood fren cause i never thought we can be a couple, malay and chinese togeteher hmmmm to me that time was... No waY!! i was then in sec 1 while she was in sec 2, we contact with each other via mail and sometime phone. however till one of the days her phone was cut off and plenty of mail was not been replied,
i started to get worry but in other hand maybe she busy with her studies...day by day and year by years we lost contact and ya.. i were once forgeten abt her in my mindtill late 2007, it was a strange dream.a girl was the same look as my old fren appear in my dream. it was a weird dream of cause.
in the dream i was walkin top of stair case till the roof top. firstly i have no idea why i was there in the first place but when i discover a look of a lady stand on the edge of roof, i started to walk closely but yet slowly, It was her... she was crying heavyly and the left arm was holding her stomach , i was unable to ask why... the last thing i remember she say "i am so sorry, look after urself well" that the last thing hit my mind..... till Now!she jump off de edge... i was shock and it a sudden wake,it was a dream which i had sweat my body alot.
the morning itself, i call a few of my fren if they able or have her contact number, the effort was down really down,
a new day